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Distraction
01:26
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Imma runaway
Maybe get hit by a train
Mess around and sleep all day
At the party with no jacket crooked smile on my face
If you're tired then I'm drained
Head so hot that I fried all my brains
You can't tell but I- all day
I'm suppressing
It's depressing
Gone and catch my fade
Cause you don't tell me nothing
They like your heart never seen
It always do your own thing
Why don't you just let me in
Seems like your always on the move
I got some questions for you
I said I'm not in the mood
Nothing but a
Distraction
Time I'm passing
Just waiting for a reaction
I'm lit don't you forget
If it's not on my mind then I guess it didn't happen
Light as a feather
Under the weather
I'm lying said I've never been better
Distracted by sensory pleasure
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2. |
Jayne the Virgin
03:27
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Tia wants to buy a gun
So we’ll see you tomorrow
No point in trying to run
I’ve surpassed the pain and the sorrow
Now that everything is done
You can’t retrace it
But you know what you did is wrong
And you might as well face it
All the pain and the shame
I’ve buried it away
My memory is stained
I said wait stop no
And all the tears I should have cried
Suppressed them all inside
Fury’s my alibi
I’m not going to hold it back no more
Jayne the virgin
Jayne the girl
Let the man hunt begin
Jayne the virgin
Jayne the girl
I’m coming down with all of my friends
And we’re right at your fucking door
Leave you lying on the floor saying
Wait stop no
Jayne the virgin
Jayne the girl
I was
Jayne the Virgin
Jayne the Girl
I am
Cause If my body’s not safe then neither is yours
No point in locking up cause we’re bussing down all of your doors
Jayne the virgin
Jayne the girl
Me and my girls yeah they’re coming for you
Strapped up my boys yeah they’re coming for you
Because its in my head
Can’t take it back when I close my eyes
Jayne the virgin
Jayne the girl
Jayne the virgin
Jayne the girl
If my -If my-oh if my
If my body’s not safe then neither is yours
No point in locking up cause were bussing down all of your doors
Jayne the origin
Jayne the girl
I was
Still I am
Cause my body’s not safe so neither is yours
No point in locking up
Cause we’re bussing down all of your doors
Jayne the virgin
Jayne the girl
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3. |
6th & Spring
02:00
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Gazing out the sun’s peering in
Thinking back on the things that I did
Reconstructing the world in my head
Soft brown can’t articulate it
Drag me on the concrete tell me not to be complacent
I fake it
I smile but I’m faking
I fake it when I smile
When I-I-I
Well since I guess I have the time
I’ll state what’s on my mind purge out the rotten things inside
Waiting on my ride
Stranded but that’s fine
Sifting through the things that I despise
I close the shades above my eyes
I’ve been thinking bout it
I’ve been thinking bout it
Came to the conclusion nostalgia is depression man
I’m never at rest
Maybe its for the best I need this weight upon my chest
I’m not even 21 yet and yeah this all feels like a test
Pen to the paper yeah I know that I’m a mess in distress
Hazy life I’m pixelated like a twitter header
You want in and I just need to get my shit together
First, at least
Fuck it
I’ve been clinging to the old me
Clinging
The old me I’m just clinging
The old I’m just clinging
To the
The- the -the-the
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4. |
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I've been having these really weird dreams
In an instant I'm fully immersed and the other I seize to exist
Something about them feels so honest
So safe here in this fantasy
In this dream
Until my subconscious takes over
Give into me
Just give into me
Give into me
You too can feel this synergy
You are spiraling floating
Tokyo drifting just strolling
Zodiac dozing in and out of a
Sleep
Step on up baby grab my hand
Not safe but I don't care
Get in the car
We're going fast
We're gonna crash
Cause its my dream and I do what I want in the car
I have a laugh
Look in the bag
Inside it's gold
And I see the red lights
They're flashing behind us
Everything it feels so real
Accessory to a crime I think no
I got to go (go)
I'm on the run
I gotta go (go)
I'm on the run
I gotta go (go)
I'm on the go
I'm on the run (on the run)
I got to go (go)
I'm on the run
Gotta go (go)
I'm on the run
Gotta go (go)
I got to go
I'm on the run
I go to go (go)
I gotta go
Gotta go (go go go)
Cause I'm on the run
I got to go (go go go)
I'm on the run
I'm the run
I got to go (go go go)
I'm on the run
I got to go
Fearful on my back
I take a deep breath of air
Feel the resurgence through my body but
I'm pretty sure I'm awake
I can't move
I can panic
Or I can revel in this moment of static uncertainty
It's up to you
Wide awaking
But my body's still stuck in this dream
I try to shake it
Cause I no longer wish to sleep
I'm levitating
Transported back in my dreams
Nothing's at all how it seems
Spiraling floating
Tokyo drifting just strolling
Zodiac dozing in and out of a
Sleep
Step on up baby grab my hand
Not safe but I don't care
Get in the car
We're going fast
We're going to crash
Cause it's my dream and I do what I want in the car
I have a laugh
Look in the bag
Inside it's gold
And I see the red lights
They're flashing behind us
Everything it feels so real
Accessory to a crime I think no
I gotta go
I'm on the run
I got to go
I'm on the run
I got to go
I'm on the go
I'm on the run
I got to go
Running a lot
Running a lot
Running a lot
I got to go
Cause I'm on the run
Running a lot
Cause I'm running
I got to go
I gotta go
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5. |
Soap in My Eye
01:54
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Ponder up all you have to say
Flame engulfed that’s the game were playing
Lips all full like a Sunday plate
Eyes locked across the room
Tell me what you’re thinking
Suppress the weight of your air
Lay your materials there
instinct or impulse who really cares
His residuals over there and there and there and there and there
It’s funny think its not
Nose filling up with snot
Just look at what you got (got got)
It’s funny think it’s not
(you think its funny)
Nose filling up with snot
(you think you’re so damn funny)
Just look at what you got (got got)
(but its coming later on)
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6. |
Sad Girl Hours
03:40
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I wish I could change oh yes I could
And rearrange some things oh yes I could
I wish I could change oh yes I could
And rearrange some things
Yes please
I’ve been thinking bout distance
It’s taking up my time
It’s 3 am and
I’m stuck with the thoughts in my mind
Like what’s the difference
This happens every time
If i keep on thinking
I could kiss my mind goodbye
Theres no way around it
And that’s just how it seems
Keeping me captive
I can’t escape reality in my dreams
It’s funny how I cry In the middle of the night
Under twinkly lights
Alone
Alone again
I relish in my waisted life
How I regret that night
Or that one time
Alone alone again
Sad girl
Yeah Yeah it’s sad girl hours
Depression is my super power
I’m just running running running on e
(on e, on e)
Enjoying the pain of a life on repeat
I’m so sad
I wish I could change oh yes I could
And rearrange some things oh yes I could
I wish I could change yes I could
And rearrange some things
Yes please
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7. |
Lounge Interlude
01:17
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I was just thinking of this
It’s funny how you always say that I don’t pick up my phone
But when I hit you back you don’t pick up
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8. |
Billy Eyelash
02:37
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Something
(I hear)
But what you saying
(so clear)
It’s always something
(I hear)
but what you saying
(so clear)
Say your prayers
Cause its gone be a long day
Sitting in the shade under the sun
bom-ba-bum-bum
Tell em what what
I don’t gotta say nothing you would
Feet like bricks on the way to the chapel
Hot like sauna
Call me young had though
All silence
No banter
Sick of bending backwards for you bastards
I’m the bad guy call me lil jacker
Out here dancing like Mick Jagger
I’m the bad guy call me lil jacker
Bout to clap back on this bih like a bad girl
I heard about it
But so what I doubt it
It’s my life I’m doubting
That your hans around it
Something
(I hear)
But what you saying
(So clear)
It’s always something
(I hear)
but what you saying
(so clear)
Say your prayers
Cause its gone be a long day
Sitting in the shade under the sun
bom-ba-bum-bum
Tell em what what
I don’t gotta say nothing you would
Feel like bricks on the way to the chapel
Hot like sauna
Call me young had tho
All silence
No banter
Sick of bending backwards for you bastards
I’m the bad guy call me lil jacker
Out here dancing like Mick Jagger
Bout to clap back on this big like bad girl
I heard about it
But so what I doubt it
It’s my life I’m counting
That your hands around it
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9. |
86%
04:06
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Ooh
I changed your name in my phone just to make it work
And it did just a little bit
I told myself you ain’t shit just to ease the hurt
And it did just a tintsy bit
But no matter what I do
Can’t stop thinking bout you
I don’t know what it is
Tell me what I gotta do
Just to
Get over it
Me and my high friends hit the club
I threw back a shot and now I’m good
Ooh Gonna get over it
Called my girl
Cause he’s here
Over there
In the chair
In the cut
Sipping something
Fuck he’s staring now
It was then
Everything
Memories
Flooding in
I begin
Taking notes of all my recall
Cause he’s so nonchalant my ass
Kicked him to the grass
Praying for this booty mass
It’s in my past
So I leave it in my past
Leave it in my past
Leave that shit up in my past aye
But he don’t wanna do it
I told you baby if you bout it gone and prove it
I pick and choose call it exclusive
Plus i’m that bitch so if i say it I’ma do it aye
Take the upper hand I’m moving one up
Living good
Feeling well
All the way up
I told his hating ass shut-up
I got cha nose haters
They can’t smell the come up aye
I’m a big girl
Always use the big stall
I like my hair long
And really big balls
Young venusian yeah
I’ll romance your pants off
Costco fan I’m yelling Kirkland bitch not Voss
Cut nigga dirty nails
I told him get lost
My parents split but yo shoutout the pairs
Rick Ross
Copper in my cervix
I’m a rebel with a damn cause
At’ing all you dingy politicians you can get lost
Aye aye aye
Aye aye aye
Aye
Aye
Okay
I know you bitches hungry but my asshole 86
Reaching all my goals you sucking plethoras of dicks
Started black and white fuck up your psyche
Call it mixed
Trina reconvene but heres my ass give it a kiss
Cause I got the pretty ass face with the back fat
I’m on a mission best bet that I won’t text back
Slipped and called me baby
I said stop let’s correct that
And while I’m talking shit
You so dusty like ass-crack
Uhh okay I’m done
All up on me like Mary
Like I birthed his only son
Yeah the words you spit
They smell like shit
Your vocal needs some gum
Peeped you feenin
I was dreaming
Yo pass me the fork ya done bitch
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Gingerr Rust Los Angeles, California
Aloof from the confines of genre, Gingerr Rust blends RnB/Soul, Jazz, and Bedroom Pop seemingly effortlessly to create an intoxicating mix of unique fuzzy melodic sounds that demand to be heard beyond the walls of her bedroom studio (“Distraction’,“6th & Spring”.) Her inventive sound keeps you in a constant state of anticipation as you never know what to expect next (“Tokyo Drift”, “86%”.) ... more
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